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Sometimes, missing him just becomes too much, so I have days like today where I just break down and cry.. I’m not too proud to admit that, everyone has these kind of days, I haven’t heard anything from my Marine in a week.. It breaks my heart, not knowing where he is, or what he’s doing, but I know this is what the military life consists of. Things wont always have an answer, there wont always be time to say goodbye, and things happen so suddenly, and you will never understand why. It’s never fair, but its the way that it goes, I was here before he became a Marine, and I will be here forever after. I think the worst part of it for me is knowing that he’s stressing out too, knowing that sometimes he can’t sleep either, and that there are times when he just wishes he could be home, and There’s nothing I can do to help him, being worlds apart, I feel useless sometimes.. Lately I’ve been thinking of the future, and it really does scare me, I don’t have any goals, or any plans set for myself just yet.. but I think that no matter what the future holds for me, as long as I have my Marine by my side, everything will be just fine.. Lord knows I miss him.. every day. I know he will be home some day.. I just wish I knew when. It always makes things easier when you are able to count down the days.. but with this deployment, I can’t. all I can do is count up in hopes that one of these days hes gonna come home and stop all my counting.  I don’t know who really reads my posts.. but if anyone does.. and if you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/wife/husband/friend in the military, and you ever need someone to just vent to, I’ll be here for anyone.. <3

Thank you, so very much.  It makes me happy that people actually care enough to read it. :) I’m trying, and I sure hope so!

Haven’t heard from my Marine in a few days.. I’m freaking out, over nothing I’m sure.. but still.. It’s so hard being without him. I miss snuggling up to him at night, it’s the only way I could ever sleep.. Now I barely ever sleep.. Summer could not come soon enough.. I just want my Marine home with me. If you are lucky enough to have your man/lady home with you, take advantage of it, embrace every single second you two are able to be in each others presence, When distance sets in, your heart really learns to appreciate what you had before it left, don’t wait too long to realize you are lucky. Love them, while you are able to hold them, and kiss them, and tell them face to face how much they really mean to you.. because right now.. my heart is many, many miles away from me.. and It’s an empty feeling, I just wish I could have had more time to appreciate the love that I am in, before he had to leave again.. but you bet your ass I will make up for all this lost time when he comes home! Semper Fi!